No Faith

There may be no such thing.

I found out something aweful today. It confirmed the way I have felt since the beginning. But she's wrong. It's not that he doesn't take the time to get over his losses, he keeps them with him...forever. He will never "get over" "it". Or "them". He will always be married.

I won't, shouldn't, and can't "fill" a spot. People can't replace people. They are irreplaceable.

I shouldn't be here. Is this why I still feel homeless? Is this why I can't ever get there...to that place?

Shit. I should have known.


I did know.