I'm buzzing

My head is buzzing
with light and monkies.

I lost 3 lbs. I gained 1 back = 2 lbs. lost

I hate dogs. I love wood floors. I don't miss old friends...I miss the ones I have.
I can't transfer that balance nor can I pay it off. So I'm stuck with 17.55 of hell.

I love kids. I don't want kids. I was put on this Earth to have children. I want kids.
I didn't take my pills this morning. Will I have dinner tonight if Chris isn't here? When should I take my vitamin D? When is that "to-do" list going to get done? Why can't I remember things?

Am I management material or will I always be like this? What does this key go to? My kids are going to do yoga every morning. I'm late. I'm late again. I hate FRIDAYS. I HATE them.