My life isn't anywhere near as cool or exciting or neat sounding as Chris'. He has gone full spectrum. From bad to worse, from good to extraordinary. I have and probably always will stay on a much shorter spectrum. I prefer consistancy. In my own special fucked up way...that's exactly what I've got.
This week feels like an egg over easy. Believe me, it wasn't easy...but it was strangely peaceful. When all the lights turned to white. Filled so full that I have no time to get too flustered or think about unhappy things. Cooked just right...perfectly cooked eggs are hard to do.
Last week was my first week in my 3rd job. It took some time to get used to. This week I feel set...not fully settled, but I get up, get there on time and find sleep when I can. I feel like a tired Mom...who has yet to have the kids. They exist somewhere inside of me. Resting more patiently than I for them to finally see this world. They have no idea yet. They haven't seen the beauty and pain that either of us have. Someday.
A perfect egg isn't too runny...and doesn't taste like an egg really. Crispy around the edges and just soft enough in the middle. Covered with cheese and spices.
And it goes with everything...
Something like this:
March into Monday: "Fake Spring Break" (boo)...
420 Wake up
445 Get to Open Gym
Signed up an initial consultation with my first client. Sold her 4 more sessions.
8 Get home w/ some poptarts, take Chris to pick up his parents' car and drop his off at the shop.
Back home to sleep until 1120
12 Teach weight training
3 Teach Body Sculpting
5 UNM to run on a treadmill for 3 miles.
My Nutrition students have off for "Fake spring break"
Laundry and a movie and a great dinner with the ever wonderful Chris (Rachel Getting Married)
Bed by midnight
Try not to tread on me Tuesday:
530 start with a poptart
6am Open Gym to Teach a Spin class for one client. Biked 22 miles.
Came home and slept until 920
10 finally get to work, CNM (job #2)
Home briefly to eat after work
530 Teach Body Sculpting at Stone Age- 4 students
Climbed fairly well
To Chris' sister's house for some yummy corned beef and potatoes
Arrived at O'Neill's, saw 2 of my students, had a hard cider and lots of water...got hit on twice (save me!)
Came home with my love
Wiped out by Wednesday:
4am up up up without the sunshine
5 Open Gym
530 Train with my client
645 stopped off at Just Muffin Around to talk to a member of Open Gym and owner of the muffin cafe.
met my client's mother :).
Home to catch a bit of sleep
9-11 Third week of the 10 week IDA Program, where I am destined to become a business owner
12 Must teach Weight training again
1255 Call 911 to report a homeless person falling asleep in the gutter.
1-240 picked up my brother and watched Death Race 2000 at my house!
3 Teach Body Sculpting
4 Meet with a student
430 Brother's house to watch the last 20 min. of the movie
505 Subway, how sweet, my brother paid
530-8 CPR renewal at CNM Work Force Training Center
Back to Chris' to be with my long lost love...:) Love you smooshy bear.
Today is Thursday:
630 Rise and dark
Take a wrong turn...to Stone Age at 710
712-805 Yoga with a loyal Fin
830 To work we go
1030 Home to wait for Chris
Pick up Chris' car, Drop his parents' off, drop me back off at my house to eat huevos rancheros
1230 Back at it
4 Make my way back home to try and sleep for a smidge
530 Teach body sculpting at Stone Age
645 Run 3 miles
Friday will finally come:
Up at 4
5 Open Gym
615 Booked for an initial personal training consultation
715 Try to resist temptation to go home and sleep
730 UNM to run
Home to sleep
12 Teach weight training once again
1 Leave school and never look back...until Monday
2 On my way to Santa Fe
3 Julie teaches my Body Sculpting class...bless her heart
4 Check in
5 Relax with my love
Spring Break Saturday:
More relaxing...
Another "Fake Spring Break" day for my Fitness Assessment students
Sunday is not stunning, but it will do:
Up ?
9-4 Stone Age Desk duty
430 Parents' house
630 say goodbye
Get home, get ready to do it all again.
As my days get longer my memory gets worse and my days and nights run together...Sort of like that delicious yellow and white swirl of a sunnyside up...break the yoke.